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massively spaced clouds​(​Cosmic Departure)

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Cosmic Departure 1 14:27
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Cosmic Departure 2 12:15
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Cosmic Departure 3 15:45
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Cosmic Departure 4 11:45
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Cosmic Departure 5 12:03
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Cosmic Departure 6 08:25
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Cosmic Departure 7 06:42
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Cosmic Departure 8 07:50
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Cosmic Departure 9 10:24
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S0 loneliness as a child I was locked in a closet when my parents would party they want to be out of the way so I wouldn't hinder the process of party I would listen to them party and living room while I was in the back pantry closet just not able to get out it was locked and you know listen to them party listen to music and stuff like that and yeah I got resentments about that and dislike that they did that but I was also able to block that out of my memory and not remember and I had started as a child young just deciding what I wanted to remember about each day whether you know the the good parts of the day and just like remember only the good things and try to forget push down ignore those bad parts like this and as much as I did they still came out in a nightmares and night terrors punishments loneliness I used to spend a lot of time outside in the woods and up with a treehouse at the the stream The falls we live next to a small stream that had falls on it I would wander around here and see and see things that were that were there and yeah that wasn't long enough with nature I wonder in nature just explore there's so much to explore back then yeah a few times I want to cross beehives and at the run but other than that I wasn't really lonely lonely lonely like as an adult happened first when you know I was in the psych hospital and they decided to lock me in a room beat me up and locked me in the room the security guards beat me up I did not fight that I can do better but they they wanted to hurt me and they did that's what they're going and you know so long they held me down and pumped me with thorazine massive amounts of thorazine twice and beat me up like a blood in there stuff and they wouldn't let me out while he was in there slots and such so yeah that was that was my first experience with like really really being separated from everything and everyone you know for a long time had a resentment with the society itself for doing that to me you know that I blamed everyone that wasn't there to let me out or be with me or anything so that was a extreme loneliness isolation and stuff like that yeah đź‘Ť

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released March 13, 2024

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I have been playing the supernova II by novation since 2000 mostly as often as I can. I have worked with the presets reprogramming over 1/2 of the over 500 presets -- each patch has almost an endless set of settings that can be adjusted during play or set and saved into their own settings. there are 10 sets of 128 patches to be added to each of the 4 sets of 128 performance settings 8 at a time. ... more

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