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Little Brazil 1​-​9​​​(​​​​​​​massively spaced clouds project)

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My fear my fear of insanity is not it's not all encompassing I guess or I'm not afraid to be insane I guess that's what it comes down to and I look at sanity is having different levels and different possible degrees of something in action being crazy or an action being sane there's it's the gray area in between

This this area between sanity and Insanity it's a thing that we can just judge and there's no reason to judge whether an action is saying her insane it's just do or don't do or you know go to the bathroom and don't go to the bathroom but degrees levels where you know if I were to do something or bring an umbrella I always go to this example but if I were to bring in umbrella on a sunny day or if I was to bring an umbrella on a cloudy day the degree of sanity is greater bringing of an umbrella on a cloudy day over bringing an umbrella on a sunny day you know so I'm different levels going on now fear of that happening sure but having fear that I'm crazy or insane is as a as my first experience the acid overdose I did so that was when I felt I would never be saying again and I had reached the turning point that was I was not coming back not coming back I'm not going to feel normal and so that that I go back to and look at and know that at that point I felt that I felt that I had that experience that and and I'm not sure if I was afraid of that but I was open to taking more risks at that point once I realized that or not realize but it felt I was had lost my mind so yeah I'm more risks and that's not good and and that's and that'll be something that I can look at and say at that point I was under the influence of you know my social craziness happening and I couldn't tell what was around me or where I was or anything and I did ask that at one point in like stuttering like voicemail where am I you know and I did not know and I felt my brain had exploded things like that and that was the The Big bang and I counted a 53 times that's what it was for me my experience after after I saw God at that guy turned me into the universe I knew that's what he was doing he's changing me into the whole universe and that's what I and that's what I experienced and yeah you know I I had my brain explode and things like that and I counted them and yeah had to make myself sane it's just different levels greater and greater sanity doing more and more same things in my life more and more true and honest things true and Truth honest and trust that I'm going to do the next right thing and trust myself and trust God to help me become not the universe but help God be you know trust me to become more sane to help me grow and improve that to step three and two on the sanity and step two I'm asking for help to not be insane and and asking God and accepting help from God to have that and be like that insanity is a friend of mine and insanity is is my life and insanity is my life neither you know they asking meetings you know God is everything or God is nothing and not there doesn't exist or exist and I look at it as if God is both existing and non-existing if I'm saying and insane and things like that I can buy them together and and that's how I look at things and experience so I guess that's it I'm not afraid to be insane because I know I am at times and doing insane thing but I don't have to and I can ask for help to do the same thing and do the right thing okay thanks

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released March 14, 2024

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I have been playing the supernova II by novation since 2000 mostly as often as I can. I have worked with the presets reprogramming over 1/2 of the over 500 presets -- each patch has almost an endless set of settings that can be adjusted during play or set and saved into their own settings. there are 10 sets of 128 patches to be added to each of the 4 sets of 128 performance settings 8 at a time. ... more

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